In case you think I am totally self centred it also pains me that I cannot offer any comfort to my current person of interest either. That distance precludes me from holding him or kissing him better. That is frustrating also. Although I am aware that he is very able to look after himself! So, maybe I am completely self centred, because I’m still talking about my frustrations? Sigh, where is a giant block of chocolate when you need one?