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He gives me love, love, love, love, crazy love…

I was talking to the Current Person of Interest last night about childhood memories.  I’ve retained very few memories from my childhood. There was little that was memorable. While we were talking about lollies though I suddenly remembered bubble gum that came in the shape of an LP and the cardboard cover was like a record cover of top 40 hits of the time, and the lyrics were printed inside. I could even remember one of the songs I had, Blondie- ‘Heart of Glass’.  The mind sure works in mysterious ways! How random is that?


Things are looking up around here! The good news for the day is that I’ve been told Daughter Number Two can come with Son Number One and I for the big hospital visit.  To say I am relieved would be an understatement. I have been going out of my mind. Further. Now, I am confident I will make it through next week and be even closer to the day the Current Person of Interest is arriving!


I am looking forward to his arrival so much! When I thought I would be forced to leave Daughter Number Two at home for four days his visit was my focal point, one that enabled me to see past the black hole of my anxiety and sadness. The Current Person of Interest has been there all week throwing me little lifelines to keep me afloat.


On Monday I picked up a parcel from the Post Office, which contained some chocolates (they are so cute I haven’t had the heart to eat them yet), a lovely card and a CD full of songs that remind him of me! Awwwwwwww! It has been a long time since I have felt so special and been so spoiled and cared for, in so many little ways each day. In fact I am not sure that I have ever had a relationship this equal in terms of what I am putting into it and getting out of it. It is a new and pleasurable experience, which I am savouring!!





Post Script

In case you think I am totally self centred it also pains me that I cannot offer any comfort to my current person of interest either. That distance precludes me from holding him or kissing him better. That is frustrating also. Although I am aware that he is very able to look after himself! So, maybe I am completely self centred, because I’m still talking about my frustrations? Sigh, where is a giant block of chocolate when you need one?  

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